To you Tuesday

Phillip,
Let's promise to make up tonight. I hate that little fights get so blown out of proportion, I. Hate. It.
I know that right now, times are hard. I am trying to find a balance of all the things in my life; you, work, Trevor, friends, and myself. It's difficult at times, to balance it all, and I know that you are trying to do the same. I understand you, and all the work you put into our family, and our marriage, and I love you even more for it.

I don''t remember what the fight started over, but obviously it was stupid, and I am sorry.

:) Love you!

Our Fall so far.

baby boy got a new hat he won't take off.

we went to The Texas Fair

& rode the best ride of all time.

Trevor got annoyed with my picture taking.

@ the fair, my hubs won $20 at The Texas Lottery booth

Trevor learned how to milk a cow!

I worked out. (haha)

He had an amazing time riding rides.

He was woorrrn out!

We painted pumpkins, and I didn't take anymore pictures :(

Trevor took pictures of me.

We went toMedieval Times.

We had an amazing time,

oh, how I love my family.

Trevor took more pictures.

Family photo op.

Like father and son.

Ugh, now I will try and keep up with this.

:) goodnight all.

2:u, ♥ :me

that is how I used to start my letters to Phillip when we were in high school. We don't really wrtie letters anymore but I don't know, there is something in the air today. Something about the cool weather, the crisp feeling of being outside, that reminds me of our love. The love that we have been building for what seems like forever.

This post is going to be mushy. Its a long, sappy, love filled post. So, beware.

Phillip,
I don't think you will ever know what you do to me. The way that you have made me feel since the first time I met you while playing trivial pursuit at a party. Yea, I remember. I remember that you were wearing a white polo shirt. Sitting there at my best friends house, acting like you didn't see me looking at you. I remember how you first started talking to me, asking me if I had sneaked out, if I needed a ride home. I remember the grin you made when you found out, that no, I didn't need a ride home, because I was sleeping over. I am sure you remember the grin I gave you when you told me you lived right down the street.

We hit it off instantly. I know that when we were just two lost kids, trying to find our way. Things were really hard. It was hard to be young and in love, it was hard to tell our friends, we were scared of what they would say, especially you. It was hard being young, and pregnant, not ready for such a huge comittment.

But, my love, we have survived. We are only one of two couples that I know that have made it this far. That still love and devote themselves to eachother. I am so grateful for that.

I am so happy to have this life with you. I am forever humbled by the love that you have shown me and our son. The utter devotion that you have given me. I will never get over it. I will never lose this feeling.

After all that life has thrown at us, all that we have thrown at eachother, we have made it. We have struggled, and loved, we have fought, and hurt eachother. I wouldn't change a minute of the pain, hurt or disappointment, because without it, we wouldn't be who we are today.

We are a happy married couple, with a beautiful, hopefully expanding family. That is something to brag about. Something to capture and hold on to. Thank you. Thank you for all you do for our family.

Thank you for being you. Thank you for letting me be me. Thank you for showing me what a real man is.
& mostly, Thank you for being the best father I have ever witnessed.

You truly are a Godsend. & to say I love you is an understatement. There are no words to describe how I feel about you.

Mwah, xoxox,

Mrs. Phillip DePaul (I will never tire of writing that, and it being legal and true.)